what would it be like
to not have a friend
no one to talk to
no happy times to spend
what would it be like
to be so alone
and not have a friend
you could call your own
what would it be like
to never be loved
to be hated by society
being pushed and shoved
what would it be like
if this person was you
to not have a friend
and no one to talk to
my life is a game
it's me against you
I thought I could win
but now I am through
my life is a game
I'm tired of trying
to get to the end
but instead I am dying
my life is a game
of secrets and cheating
where friends become enemies
and trust means everything
my life is a game
I dont know where to go
it gets a lot harder
as the levels grow
my life is a game
I shouldn't quit now
that would mean I'm weak
and this, I can't allow
my life is a game
and I think I'm almost done
'cause I can't believe my eyes
for it says that I have won
There once was a girl,
who didn't love life.
she hated it so much,
slit her wrists with a knife.
people saw it coming.
she always seemed depressed.
hardly ever smiled,
as her life was one big mess.
she tried to keep secret,
about all the pain she had.
for if it came out,
it would scare her mom and dad.
the girl had known,
it was time to let go,
as she was waiting,
on deaths row.
now she is dead,
as you can see.
no more suffering,
because she is free.
I wish that all
my troubles would cease
and never come back
leave me in peace
I just want to run away
from all my pain and sorrow
but it's not that easy
It'll be back tomorrow
the only way
it will disappear
is to kill myself
and conqure my fear
to fall into
an endless sleep
and not wake up
my dreams I'll keep
He's coming after me
and I don't know why.
but there he is,
mr. killer guy.
he's getting very close now,
with a big sharp knife in hand.
but why is he coming for me?
this I don't understand
I try to run,
but I cannot hide.
so I fall to the ground
and start to cry
please answer me this
am i doomed to die?
this can't be right
I must be high
now that seems more likely,
I smoked too much pot.
I dreamt up this story,
and I guess I forgot.
oh well, people
I guess it's so long,
I'm gonna go take
a couple hits from my bong.
Drugs have taken over us
and there's nothing we can do.
So we sit back and watch,
and wait for something new.
What happened to us?
Why did we screw up our lives?
and turn to drugs,
and play with knives?
I know I made you angry,
when I said that I would quit.
and went and did some heroin,
The very worst, I do admit.
But you're not so good yourself,
maybe not as bad as me.
But we're in this hell together,
never to be let free.
Maybe one day we'll stop and think
of the future and what's to come.
And change the life we have now,
because this has gotten really dumb.
I hate when people say,
"tell me what is wrong."
The reason I don't tell you,
because the list is too damn long.
No one can understand,
the hell that I've been through.
It's something I have to deal with,
so I can still be here with you.
Because if I don't try,
I'll probably end up dead.
I couldn't handle the pressure,
of those words once said.
When I say that I am fine,
just know that it's a lie.
Because rarely I am,
and I truely want to die.
If I shall ever be depressed,
more than I can usually be,
please do me a favor,
and try and ignore me.
Love is not diamonds
chocolate
flowers.
Love is letting her chase you around with a camera,
your mind telling you how much you despise being photographed
and still managing a smile
because she asked you to.
It is letting his hands rest against your stomach
that you desperately wish to hide. Knowing
knowing
how much he thinks you're beautiful
despite your many flaws.
Or perhaps it is when you sit up talking for 782 minutes
whispering secrets to each other
even though you both hate the phone.
Love is not getting tongue tied every time you see them,
holding their hand in public
nor dancing und
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